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| Life is changing and I like it for the first time in a long time. Nathan and i are working on being just friends and I think that is going to be a good thign for us. We did a lot of things wrong in our relationship. i might be going to Clevend for a weekend next noth fr a christian concert and I am exciting.. it is one fo my favorite worship bands ever. Enter the Worsip Circle. Joey is a dork as always. I'm really glad that we get along as well as we do. Met a lot of cool people lately and Have had some interesting things happen lately but I am finally working on finding God once again in my life and I am looking forward to that. So i am going to be spend ing a lot more time with Heater and I am excited
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| Left a comment on a girls xanga that I haven't talked to in forever, hoping that she might just say hi and realize I am a different person than i use to be, i have some great memories of her she is awesome a truly beautiful person (Black Raspberry). I startedanother xanga so that I can really vent and say everything that I really want to say, but please don't try to find it, that woul be stupid, I am happy to be back at school, just wish other things in my life could be just as good | | |
| I got to see my boyfriend for a week straight, which was different and nice, but yet again matt is on my mind. I am so tired already form school but that is ok. Saw PJ today hadn't seen him since we got back, he is a lot fo fun to be around. Always a good time. he makes me laugh. Well I don't really have anytihg else to say so I am off have a good day everyone | | |
| Well, I am back at schoola nd happy to be there. it is good to have a schedule again and to see everyone. My best friend is still amazing. I spent some good time with him over break, watching movies and hanging out and we finally went to dinner together it was awesome. We went to Olive Garden. We did a lot of talking over break and we figured out a lot of things. But unfortunately we came to the conclusion that yes we are still totally in love wuith each other and want to be together we know that right now is not the time for us to be together, so we wait for one dya when it will be time again. But it is good to be back once againa nd I am really happy to see my roomates | | |
| how do you love someone if you hurt them. When i left boarding school and started college I wanted to move on with my life and start all over. i ended up doing just that but at the same time, there was one thing of my past that i couldn't let go of and now that one thing is slowly but surely killing my future. It is strange to me how I could be in love with my best friend and still have feelings for him when I came back, butI had found someone that was so amazing that I couldn't believe that he was really there.
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